:::The:::Pleasure:::Dome:::

2005-05-22T21:14:00.000+08:00

before leaving on a jet plane, its best to let one know that someone hopes one would fight till the end.fight for what one wants.
because when the time arrives, everything would mean nothing.
no .. that fight was not good enough.
no...one was not strong enough.
no.. will not do anything about it.

heartless

2005-05-18T19:12:00.000+08:00

I HATE YOU!

sad but true

2005-05-16T13:17:00.000+08:00

im just happy .
Nistelrooy scored.
im just happy.
Nistelrooy played.
im just happy for Nistelrooy.
thank you for making me happy.
at the end of the day, it will only be you.

Match results - JPG vs Sirens FC

2005-05-15T20:01:00.000+08:00

Sirens - 5 JPG - 0

Goals -
1) Garra
2) Kit
3)Umi
4) Muna
5) Jersey No.14

Answering Machine Messages

2005-05-15T04:06:00.000+08:00

*My wife and i can't come to the phone right now, but if you'll leave your name and number, we'll get back to you as soon as we're finished.

*This is not an answering machine-this is a telepathic thought-recording device. After the tone, think about your name and your number and your reason for calling...and I'll think about returning your call.

*Hi! John's answering machine is broken. This is john's refrigerator. Speak very slowly, and I'll stick your message to myself with one of these magnets.

*Hi. Now YOU say something.

*Hi. I'm probably home, I'm just avoiding someone I don't like. Leave a message, and if I don't call back, its you.

*Hello!If you leave a message, I'll call you soon. If you leave a sexy message, I'll call sooner.

two 5s is better than 1

2005-05-15T01:08:00.000+08:00

ok i admit it.
youre full of surprises.
that shocking feeling just makes me smile everytime it hits me.
the way you planned it makes me melt.
you shouldve seen my reaction when i got into the room.
thanks love.
youre super super more than superbench ;P

.....Sirens fc vs JPG..............
sunday , 15/5/05,Jerudong

pls help me get thru this

2005-05-13T00:38:00.000+08:00

it was great catching up with my assorted nut J47 altho it only lasted less than 10mins. it was cute of you to drop by just to plan where we'll be heading off 2morrow afternoon after friday prayers.
and double the cuteness when you actually counted the days tani inda jumpa.exactly 1 week he said.
i remembered the last time you took note of our absence, it was 72hrs you said? wow. kira saja..kira.
so ill c u 2morrow.

had a night out with my gurl. only called gurl whenever it comes to clothes hunting. other than that is a different story.
this person can stay in one place full of clothings for hours and hours and enjoys getting in and out of the fitting room for try outs. awal2 kata lapar berabis. sudah masuk kadai baju, hilang lapar. ~habis tungking salai aiana~
i enjoyed watching. lawa2 pun the baju2. especially the jeans.
macam girl eh ia ani.
so ill c u 2morrow bfore your jumaat prayers :)
apologies for taking the wrong order tadi ah..heheh. tadi rasanya mau ketawa plang.kan ketawakan berabis liat org atu habiskannya jua minuman yang salah order. tapi muka loh sepertinya sedih banget. so kensel kan ketwakan.
dari rumah sudah ia tais liur kan minum milk tea, di mata2 sudah. sekali dtg, green tea *toing*. sorry.
next time will make orders right.heeee.love u.
i must not forget to also thank you for easing out the pain i have to endure every single day.hari2 jadi doctor sudah.kesian eh. i am required to take a long break so i can recover and resume back to my soul activity after im ready physically , mentally.
i shall do so after next week okeh.
we had a long talk about this.

nistelrooy scored again and i didnt get to see it. again! why is it whenever i had the chance to watch Man U play, ia nada.
sudah inda di liat, MAIN IA. stress jua ah. stress ke otak.eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeH.
oh and he's off to real madrid? eh biartia eh. pebaiktia pindah ke disney channel.

gnite sully.
i love u

thats why i should just remain silent and just be alone

2005-05-12T12:30:00.000+08:00

wow its amazing how people can just follow you and its like watching over you and your friends all this while. reading blogs and figuring out some friends hates you for for some reasons only they can figure out.telling you that " kau tah kan meduli hal nya.. ia meduli kau kan?" " dapanmu saja ia baik tu. ada grudge tu sama kau yang banarnya". kau. kawanmu si bla bla.. sama si bla bla. kandung tu olehnya jua.

is this just another one of your tactics to remain anonymous to break us apart?

i dont mind listening to what you can offer, but not telling me who you really are made me think twice .

Birthday Siren

2005-05-11T16:29:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday SUE!!

Wishing you a Birthday full of !!!~Happies~!!!!

2005-05-11T16:18:00.000+08:00

Boo's growing love for Sully

if you have noticed this notice you will have noticed that this notice is not worth noticing

2005-05-11T15:53:00.000+08:00

Menopause, menstual cramps, mental illness, mental breakdowns...ever notice that all your problems begin with men?

Do you know a girl who would cry herself to sleep and act happy the next day ?
a girl who would rather stand alone in a corner?
Well im that girl

did you ever know a girl who would try her hardest to get away that she hurts herself?
Well im that girl

What about a girl whos tears just flow until they dont flow no more ?
A girl whos scared of everything ?
A girl who puts on a mask trying to hide the pain that she feels ?
Well again im that girl.

2005-05-10T12:22:00.000+08:00

how would you react to waking up feeling grumpy and as soon as you got out from your room , roses awaits you by the door.

take a break

2005-05-09T16:57:00.000+08:00

missed sunday's training. if i can jog today, ill be able to make it to tuesday's training.
but before that, we'll see whether i can even walk without having experiencing those awful back and muscle pain.
deep in me, i know that its not just like everyone has it. everyone's got it. everyone's experiencing it.i know there's more to it. but would you believe it?
i'm afraid not.

Thank you

2005-05-04T18:24:00.000+08:00

For all you people that I know yg dtg liat kami main dimalam.., especially the AMGs , my darlings friends, semua siapa saja yg dtg to sokong us.. thank you for coming. thank you for sparing your time just to watch us play. We highly appreciate your attendance.Thank you for being there.. siok kan liat bini2 main... siok sal byk hiburan. byk chali2, byk kan diketawakan...heehehheeh. kalau liat laki2 main, jrg ada tu ketawa atu. bukan pemain saja dapat mental dalam padang, supporters pun bulih ikut ikutan.
jadinya.. rajin2 tah meliat bini2 match bola. bukan team kami saja. there are more teams out there.
kalau rasa kan release tension, agatah cari dmana ada bini2 match. insya allah menghiburkan :D

ramai rupanya org dmalam atu.
a family member quoted " kalah org meliat match b-league"

time tidur kaki cramp sendirinya.
time tidur badan bergarak2
mimpi mengelak defenders.
kaki menandang angin.

tell me im not the only one who's experiencing all this.

match results

2005-05-04T11:26:00.000+08:00

Sirens 2
Manggis 1

Sirens:- Aning- 1
Kit -1

Sirens 2nd Match

2005-05-02T11:08:00.000+08:00

Sirens FC vs Manggis Angels

Date: 3rd May 2005

Time: 8pm

Venue: Belapan Pitch, Berakas

toing toing oi oi

2005-04-27T23:47:00.000+08:00

a 5 year old youngest sibling of mine blasted me with a 7-1 today.
last night was 5-0. and i had to pay him a dollar.
dont let me give you up - winning eleven.

futsal was okay.3 sirens came. the rest were the usual guys + a 10year old beckham who scored 7 goals.

ok thats it for today.

mau tidur. nite all. tutup kan lampu on your way out thank you.

I like you. You remind me of when I was young and stupid

2005-04-27T13:46:00.000+08:00

not fully recovered yet. but im striving. no use crying over spilled milk. and after long hours of thinking and weeping, i soon realized that the person wasnt that reliable after all. i cant believe i trusted this person all this while. in return i kept this person's deep some even dark secrets. some this person had told me. and a few more this person didnt know that i knew.
how can i not see. why was i blind all these while. this person has been talking around with some others and also with me about other people's personal lives too. whether the person is close to this person, or to the person's sister.or apa lancau i dont give a fcuk anymore.
well hey! i can let the other ppl know what this person's been saying bout them. am sure they wont believe that this person would tell bedtime stories to me about their personal lives. and mengucapkan too , i must add.
oh and what about the things that this person had done.

but if i do all this. ill turn out to be like this person.
a person who has a life to concentrate on but enjoys ruining others.
intentionally or not. its not important anymore because the latter was successfully executed thank you bridge.

so what had i done?
i always believe in what goes around comes around and there's god to answer prayers.
let it be answered now, later, years later.. or anyhow..

keeping my mouth shut doesnt mean im stupid OKAY
keeping my mouth shut doesnt mean i dont know anything OKAY.

2005-04-19T16:11:00.000+08:00

i talk to you about something.ask you about something or a particular someone becoz you are considered one of my comfortable zone person and you label it as me asking you for help?
if i dont fucking trust you, love you.. why should i confide in you.
bastard.

you have known me long before you know those people. i have given you my sisterly love and attention, affection.. and you buried me in shit just because of what??? minta attention arah durang?
what you know about me..the more you can tell them or feed them makes you a super wow wow?
balum lagi ada yg menapuk kesalahan sama mendustai tu. you'd rather lie to me, when i knew the truth much earlier.you'd rather cover someone's ass ..the ass that you dont really know. maybe you think you know , but i know better.

and in what position are you to tell me about a guy who was my wayyy wayyy past. you werent even in the picture little girl. you werent even there.
dont you have a life to think about?

and you say he has more than my 8?

apa tuhan kau ani ka nampak semua sakit sanang ku ??

im such a fool

2005-04-18T16:37:00.000+08:00

i am a stupid sister,a stupid x sister ,a stupid future sister in law.
i have 3 other male siblings .. lets see what their girls would do to this stupid person.

tolong ah. kamu kan bhapa ka bhapa ka. atu kamu punya pasal.
i respect your privacy. your feelings. your confidentiality.

full loadshit of pretense!.and holding me down wont get you anywhere. you have your own fucking life to deal with. who are you to say whats wrong and right. who is better and who's not. KAMU hidup sama durang? KAMU sakit ulih durang?

aku kenal kamu lebih lama.. lebih rapat dari cmana kamu kenal durang atu..and this is what i get?
thank you.

BUDUH tah banar aku ani.

Ruud back on track

2005-04-18T13:17:00.000+08:00

Manchester United manager Alex Ferguson said he never lost faith in striker Ruud van Nistelrooy, who ended a long drought with two goals to help his team crush Newcastle United 4-1 in the FA Cup semi-final on Sunday - youre not the only one who missed him!!

Ruud scored twice and i didnt get to see the goals. my loss.
it was a tough decision not to watch Man U play.
i wonder if it was to be siren's match, would he ditch his favourite FC's important match just to watch me play?

Great Play AMG for your 5-0 win. well done!

friday training was aduhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ngaaalihhhhhhhhhhhh matiiiiiiiiii kaliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.but im sure it'll pay off.
if 3 coaches are determined and committed to us girls.. why cant we?

having gone to belapan made me a happy freaked out monkey. *sigh* what a wonderful sight.coach ali teased me a bit there. tuding & balqis had a taste of my out of control excitement.

mojujuju and i had a splendid slumber party.

and just today. i dont have any idea how the hell a picture got tacked back to the white cello where i usually put pics up. not only was i suprised gambar atu ada sana, i wondered dari bila gambar atu kana simpan sana? i was unaware of the situation.
rupanya the fren who slept over last night ada nampak gambar atu and she thinks that i was the one who had put up the pic. pikirnya aku kehabisan gambar2 . JADINYA kan simpan gambar NYA?? my gawwwwwwwddddddddddddd.
pacah eh.
siapa kan tu ju?
kana sabo ku ju.

and whats scary is that Mr.a.m.g14 came by surprise and not until he came over, barutah ku realize ada gambar si bangsat atu.WTF!
and i expect him to believe that it wasnt me who tacked the pic?
and after all the convincing and "i swear i did not put up the pic" moments.. he'd buy it?
for real man.. why his pic? mun kan nyimpan gambar org.. baik ku simpan gambar nistelrooy.

kana frame eh.

tying up session

2005-04-16T16:42:00.000+08:00

friday training was good. i could only do teenie weenie jogs. for a lap. or two.
the kaki's still sakit.so lets hope it gets better for sunday's training.
coach yusof clowned a bit while we waited for the other sirens to come. all about beckham's new pair of adidas boots and a worn out ball.

congrats to coach ali's 9-2 victory over perkasa.

we had a siren's bonding session at QueenBee's crib. Thank you for the beautiful feast. there were about 9 of us there.
cinta missed out a whole lot of fun after she left. we were not only shown mind blowing movie clips, we discovered that among us that night rupanya spy. Uuahahahaha
but above all.. " i like your skill".

i had a great time. i love you sirens.

~~tInGGi tInGGi~~

All the talent in the world won't take you anywhere without your team mates

2005-04-15T15:20:00.000+08:00

training at gadong HQ today. kakinya sakit masih ni. nda mampu training.
wednesday futsal was siok2.
tuesday night training at stadium was eeven siok berabis.

tapi siok lagi mendgr cerita sal sirens kana ucap penakut.

balum lagi apa2 ni lai..

mickey and jerry

2005-04-15T15:00:00.000+08:00

i have not blogged for days. the house thinks that our internet connection kena putus. some concluded that it may be the modem due to the fact that sadat always makes sure that his airconditioner must always be switched on . pasal takut kalau modem panas, nda tah mau online tu katanya. okay thats 1.
2. mioy tried his luck thinking that by tiup balik2 modem dapat menyejukkan modem lalu boleh bergiat kembali
( let me say this again.. " we think that kami na dapat online sal modem panas"
and that internet connections in my room and the 2 others depends highly on the modem located at sadat's room).
i gave up on restarting the pcs and the network modem.
my other siblings gave their best shot too but failed.
i still cant believe mioy sanggup meniup modem.

finally, sadat discovered the fault and the house was back online.

i remember him said" AWU... pebaik modem $10,000 kamu ganti .. nda jua mau online tu mun wayar telepon putus".
and so rupanya wayar telepon atu putus. bukan line telepon putus. wayar nya saja.

pandai tikus rumah kami ani membalas dendam. durang marah sal byk kawan2nya kana tangkap sudah sama ada yg kena timbak oleh mioy. tau durang kami suka online. cani cara durang get back at us.

tapi sehandal2 tikus membalas dendam. handal lagi biawak rumah kami.

Happy Birthday Dat.
Happy Birthday Mum.

I get the feeling sometimes that makes me wonder why you wanna take us under

2005-04-11T16:10:00.000+08:00

you were the one who left me neglected.

i wanna dance with P.Diddy.
sekali saja.

i read your "he did that mistake, but was she running? "post.
*ouch*.

kalau c peterpan atu menyanyi mlm2 sebelum ku tidur.. nda lagi pandai on tu hp sampai bangun tidur.

sama kalau c nistelrooy atu senyum saja sekali arah ku. liatkan saja gignya yang menawan kalbu atu ka.kalau ia jabat tangan ku ka. ehhh sukaa eh.
well at least i adore him for who he is. its not like he reminds me of someone from my past.

checkmate!

2005-04-11T13:17:00.000+08:00

Sirens- Fusion results : 3-3.
not bad for a new formed team, with new players. ( sirens i mean).
a starting point for coach's team assesment.
and we heard what our coaches said right after the match kan.. :D .
have faith.

Aning- 2 goals ( free kick & penalty)
Ita- 1 ( walaupun ko cakap ko kurang stamina jadi striker.. aku tetap percaya dgn skill mu).

Thank you for the after-match makan,Tuding. ok dah boy? get well soon ,love.

tuesday night training , change of venue - Stadium. lets hope that coach treats us them streets!

plinkcess: heyyy thanx.. mwahs
angelx: yo babe. ;)

ada org bday please.
aku punya.

my body aches.
so does my heart.

siapa inda meliat AM Gunners lawan Perka dimalam RUGI. zahid yooo jadi referee.

serugi2nya org nda ke belapan.. rugi lagi si hamba allah inda nampak apa yg mojujuju nampak.

thanks biawak124 for Aiana.
jadual kelayakan saja dat? jadual kami suka nada? ehehehehehh.

Jake: apa your link add lagi? psy something2? panjang gila ah.nda ingat. minta please. mau add arah links.

im a kantoi masta. so be warned, MrJersey No.14.

breakaway

2005-04-09T13:49:00.000+08:00

Tonight friendly with Fusion Fc, Polo club 8pm.

Yesterday's training- text message mentioned " Coach wants us to come for training to prepare for saturday's match" . and only 8(i think) made it to the pitch? brapa org kan main ani karang dulu??
i was hoping that we could make it full 11 yesterday.. so coach can line us up with our positions.
i ask you all..to be thankful for our 3 coaches. they've got better things to do im sure. we have taken up their time and energy.
a better attendance the next time ok sirens?

last tuesday ramai jua tani...
or is it kalau arah padang polo..ramai tia heeheheheh.
last training catu jua.

messy

2005-04-07T13:47:00.000+08:00

i found my stupur ..
not me.. my little brother and the neighbour did. found it two blocks away.

someone said this once to me " dont worry.. it'll come back to you. just like i did. you lost me.. and now im back for good".
no i didnt lose you-i asked you to get lost.
no you're not back for good-you're in your own world looking for Alice in wonderland.

time spent with mojujuju & J247 was fruitful.

great entertainment from Jaap Stam just before half time!

get your c9usin out of my sight puhlease. he's making me sick.

training at 4 2morrow-futsal at 6.
friendly -saturday night.

i have feelings to overcome.

im only human and football is one of my major stress busters and look at what ive found myself into.

having it stay away from me now wouldnt make any difference.

dont ask me about reyes

2005-04-06T03:20:00.000+08:00

ok its your blog. you have the right to say what ever you want. but if you want me to believe that its all about the lady, dont blog like i do. you get me?
i seriously dont understand what the hell you're talking about anymore . i read them over & over again but i still cant get the right message. nor picture.
i have been a very loyal visitor to your very enchanting blogspot for quite some time now. especially when youve started blogging again.i understood every word. every detail. but now it has all changed. i dont understand them anymore. you have made it so difficult for me to understand.

i guess the reason behind all this is because ..there's nothing left about me anymore .

so be it.

a month today and i still have no idea whats going on. wtf?

2005-04-05T18:04:00.000+08:00

they're out of avocados so i went two floors below for banana pearl shake instead.
then to thein thein for chicken rice.

we had this conversation of break ups and make ups.
and off home and he said the previous one looks better than the one shown in drive c.
so that means im just going to go after the previous one and forget about Dre?
ill think again ;)

an hour more to training.

updates: friendly - fusion, 7pm, saturday polo.

precious

2005-04-04T23:44:00.000+08:00

hello monday

-absent for sunday's training.

would love to join the other sirens "london kebab- ing". but got other commitments.
oh and i also missed Le Taj with my angels and assorted nut. argh.

apologies for those who tried to get hold of me the whole day today. switched off hp because i decided to shut myself away 'just' for the day.

saw angelx at gadong. hi babe :)

p.s: i cant spell psychedelic right.

love you.

If you don't have the desire to play, don't ruin it for those that do

2005-04-03T02:23:00.000+08:00

another trip to london kebab, this time with Hamm21.
managed to go support coach's team at kebajikan., just before half time.
then off to T.t blues to watch Man U. disastrous eh.
i asked for Smith... Smith kana masukkan.
but dont replace nistelrooy..
i kept on saying.. noo nooo dont go.. but he wouldnt listen. just kept walking and out of the pitch he went.nangis ku~

i miss sudu.

then along came Fiona & J247 .
headed home.
...........
what else is there to say again.
urmmmmm *thinking*
OH
2morrow , it'll be either friendly match with Kirana..provided that we have padang.
or training saja.

my msn conversation with a friend:-

Im not as ANGAU as Leena ( http://cabaiizz.blogs.friendster.com/_all_about_cabai_/) says:
sal payah urg kan tau where to clik

Im not as ANGAU as Leena ( http://cabaiizz.blogs.friendster.com/_all_about_cabai_/) says:
payah eh... mun ku buat KLIK in english.. cani jadi nya c

Im not as ANGAU as Leena ( http://cabaiizz.blogs.friendster.com/_all_about_cabai_/) says:
LICK ah

Im not as ANGAU as Leena ( http://cabaiizz.blogs.friendster.com/_all_about_cabai_/) says:
kuar icon

Im not as ANGAU as Leena ( http://cabaiizz.blogs.friendster.com/_all_about_cabai_/) says:
LIK

Cabai is not as angau as i am@ http://www.qays.blogspot.com says:
ahahahahaah

-Mr. Cabai was telling me that it was difficult for him to understand my blog. cant seem to find where to go about with my blog. wasnt sure where to click, in order to view my posts, tagboard and everything there is inside.
so yeaa.. he advised me to add in a " click here" or " C (with a lick emoticon) so people would know where to go.
hehe. thanks darling.will do that .-

cham cham brit sikucham jarum was our other option

2005-04-03T02:10:00.000+08:00

you're better than me now,
but wait a while...
you say that i am doing it wrong,
but wait a while...
you laugh at me and make jokes,
but wait a while...
because while you sit there and say things while i am working,
working harder to become better,
and when i am better i WILL be better than you...
just wait a while...

"someone said to me it was either him or Ruud Van Nistelrooy.I'm really going to miss him...."

definition of a SIREN:-

2005-04-02T14:24:00.000+08:00

Greek Mythology- One of a group of sea nymphs who by their sweet singing lured mariners to destruction on the rocks surrounding their island.
Figuratively, a "siren" is regarded as a beautiful or tempting woman.

Appearance
In early art, the Sirens were represented as birds with the heads, and sometimes the breasts, of women. Later, they were represented as female figures with the legs of birds, with or without wings. The 10th century encyclopedia says that from their chests up Sirens had the form of sparrows, below they were women, or, alternatively, that they were little birds with women's faces. Birds were chosen because of their characteristic beautiful voice. However, later in history Sirens were sometimes also depicted as beautiful women (whose bodies, not only their voices, are seductive), or even as mermaids (half woman, half fish)

April 2005 "Sirens" detected!:-
dangerous fascinating women wearing football boots when given the ball, they'll make it happen.
they searched for glory . . . and glory they did not see. they searched for victory . . and victory eluded thee.
and then they searched for TEAMWORK and found all THREE.

unfortunately 1 siren lost her boots recently.

for the love of my boot

2005-04-01T21:50:00.000+08:00

J247 & I had a taste of London Kebab,yesterday late afternoon. waddid i tell ya..
im coming back for more 2morrow.

had footie training.
i officially lost my football boots today.cant find it anywhere at home. conclusion= stolen. god knows how depressed i was this afternoon but i let it swift away for a few hours to focus on training.
now im back home. and its hitting me hard knowing that i lost one of my favourite , first and the only boots i ever had. i loved it so much that whenever i had the opportunity to go get a new pair.. id think twice because i know that id still want to use my totals instead.
how can i get over this? .
how can i get myself to move on and buy a new pair?
how can i convince people that its not just the boots.. there's just a lot of sentimental value in it.
im gonna stop here for today, because if the boots dont mean anything to me.. why does these tears start falling?

please dont say " they're only boots, get a new one ".

i wish i can have them back.

i need a back massage badly

2005-03-31T01:00:00.000+08:00

what a day.
today i:-
1. missed the chance to see one of my angel whom i really miss.
2. had a surprise morning.
3. had a great late afternoon.
4. you're not trying hard.. so im thinking twice to give it a try again. its not like its easy to forget!
5. after a trip to a store at the mall , taurean's loo and 2 guy friends helping me purchase a particular something the other day.. its 28 today.... and still counting.What the??
6.i dont wanna look back.
7.again, you like to not tell me the truth and again...found out.and your answer to my question was plainly "w. t. s"?. *apakan* just tell me the truth man. or we're going to face some trust issues.
8. someone may not be as truthful after all.. rupanya .... thank u for making me stupid enough to *sigh*.. nevermind.
9. should you see a post or some wordings appearing dark coloured or unreadable.. thats because im sensoring it for public viewing. its only there for record purposes.nothing more.nothing interesting jua kan baca.

well there is of course a way to read them .. pandai2 tah tu. mun tekarih jua... sah tah tuuuuuu..SAH.

ive been very sick. im getting those asthma attack now and then. after 3.30am especially.and a few in the morning and at night.
maybe this explains why im hyper sensitive..and veryy veryyy upset with some people.

welcome to the club to a particular someone i met online.... bukan kau saja yg kana ulihnya.. i am too. dulur saja tia dulu. ada tu krg masanya.

im crashing off to bed now.
nite

ayam oh ayam

2005-03-30T22:15:00.000+08:00

I chose you over KFC and what do i get? burnt chicken! argh.. tau sudah dari pagi tais liur kan makan ayam. sudah ia yg dipilih.. iaaaaaaaaaaa yg mbagi masalah. kan mengaga kfc pun nda lagi terdaya mikirkan ulah mu yg mcmtah sibuk sangat sana atu. mcm tah aku ani inda membayaaaaaaa kan makan hayam mu atu. patut batah nunggu.kesiani dih pelanggan yang lapar hantap + tais liur. pebaik tia nda lapar.. pebaik tia org atu apa. mun tau dah terlabih masak atu.. tarang2 hangus ayam atu..siapa kan makan??
pedah tah tu ayam ditalangi ?
mun na ku mikirkan rezeki.. arah muka mu atu ku menalangi.
pakal saja perbuatan mu atu dapat lagi ku sabar saja.
mun kau jua mcm ada org atu .. yang dapan2 baik.. blakang2 mengucapkan .. 2 face sialan, hatinya ganya kan dijaga.. . ia ganya bisai.semua org salah.

org cmatu arah ku lagi ku diami saja.
org catu lagi ku dulur saja hatinya atu
kan takut alummmmm.. kan galat? ALUM.
malas ku ganya kan membanar banari sal org ani , nda jua ia kan tau sadar tu.buat mcm org buduh tah saja.palui2i tah sja org ani.
mudahan ko kebalikkan.
mudahan tuhan atu membalas kau di dunia
mudahan kenampakan dih sasak mu arah kami semua.tantu kan.

2005-03-30T13:16:00.000+08:00

had our first training session with Coach Ali M.
and 2 other coaches, Coach Yusof and Coach Hj.Gnol.
but this time, hamm21 didnt join most of our drills... coz she's given the special 1 to 1 coaching with coach hj.Gnol. Cool!!

we had our mini match and glad hamm21 joined us eventually. tapi nda sama team..:( .
sama c sudu pun nda sama team sama kami.. :(
( mauu jua sama2 )

all 3 made us work work work... happy happy happy.
i am glad glad glad :D

to wrap up, the sessions was filled with determination, motivation and the learning process was made fun and hilarious at times, 1 coach feels that we needed it but at the same time do our very best, .. not to worry about mistakes.. coz gradually.. we'll learn to overcome it.and improve.
emotionally ....... they lifted our spirits.
spirits that was dying ,hopeless, helpless.. and everthing that was less.

so its possible to work extra hard.. double your efforts, feel the pain for all you want..
in an environment where "when you say it right. you'll get what you want out of the players".

Thank you QueenBee , Balqis for all three coaches.

I am sooooooooo ready to RUMBLE

p.s: oh and miss "263". gilaaa.. eh.. i must address you as d online patrol police nowadys. bole kenapatan sesuatu yg terpendam and mendalam dan makan dalam didalam friendster atu ah..
uishhhh.. u make me go

aHah!

2005-03-29T09:53:00.000+08:00

What THE????!!!!!
whatttttt!!! was i thinking???

what's new?

2005-03-18T17:18:00.000+08:00

Ok im settling with this temporary layout. Ive wasted hours and hours of undivided attention creating my own personalized layout which apparently went bonkers.
thanks to my jumbled up mind.
i can never do things right when im cranky.
or is it only because everything i touch, falls.

language disorder

2005-03-17T01:10:00.000+08:00

back.

wooahhhh gila batah nda blogging.

a few things i need to mention here especially happenings as at 14th march 2005. Would love to talk about it but today just aint my day.
i will however talk about it another time alright? okay?
oh and for you fellow stalkers ... where ever you are, let it be a 603 ,673 or any other country code there is out there.....
i cant stop you.. but do yourself a favor.DONT bother coming here again you BITCH.may it be female or male. making full use of your bitchful blog space to bitch mouth gives you what? pride?pleasure?satisfaction?.

p.s: taggers- thank you for all the birthday greetings.lurve ya.

2005-03-04T14:45:00.000+08:00

cranky monkey

an early morning today, settled out some stuffs and had breakdfast with mum and dad.

Gunners-Menglait f.c tonight.

us girls - futsal , jkr- tonight

maju pantun utk negara

2005-03-03T18:56:00.000+08:00

hey all...hope you enjoy "din beramboi's" berbalas pantun as much as i do.
thank you moghammer ;).
new added link under credits.

smooth

2005-03-03T11:54:00.000+08:00

zan: same here.. havent signed it yet. still thinking about it.

wan/faizal: wow.. you practically told me the story line now. hahahaah. ;D good one there.

cinta: oh napa ia kana sensor tag board ku atu ah.. the real deal? my god. what can be more terrifying than the contract?

Yani: you'll be coming for futsal?

bibiran: heyyy how you doing... last time i saw you was at jln bandar, in the car ay ;) . u take care too.

basically yesterday , stayed home . no footie training.
oh my god. i did go out and had forgotten.
but stayed in the car most of the time. so would that still count?
yes.DUH

9 p.m
ok.. i did go out.
but just to get pearl banana shake at the mall. got 1, went straight home afterwards.no round2 the mulberry bush.
i love the shake and im going for more.
all and all, arnold and anai's humor crack me up.
Pol very2 quiet in the car.
invaded the room and continued with our endless blast from the past stories.

i soo want maggi asam laksa. please make one for me or ill die from intentional starvation.

gunneress futsal jkr tomorrow .
gunners friendly pun tomorrow and saturday.

back to square 1

2005-03-01T15:28:00.000+08:00

sudu loves gunneress as much as she loves garfu
i love gunneress as much as i love gunners
i love ruud van nistelrooy as much as i love man united

its like you love the club,and obviously you love their game, how they play..and after watching each match, you tend to tell your other half how much you enjoy watching their performance.
and what do you get from saying that?
you get " pasal minat nistelrooy tu.. iatah Man U main pun lawa prasan u. Arsenal lawa jua mainan durang.lagi tah"

*clap clap". itu dia. respond bonus .

Peterpan (mungkin nanti)

2005-02-28T19:51:00.000+08:00

Saatnya ku berkata
mungkin yang terakhir kalinya
Sudahlah lepaskan semua
kuyakin inilah waktunya
Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

Dan mungkin bila nanti
kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin
saat semua disini

Dan bila hatimu termenung
bangun dari mimpi2mu
Membuka hatimu yang dulu
cerita saat bersamaku
Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

Dan mungkin bila nanti
kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin
saat semua disini

Tak usah kau tanyakan lagi
simpan untukmu sendiri
Semua sesal yang kau cari
semua rasa yang kau beri

run forest run

2005-02-28T09:28:00.000+08:00

ah what a weekend.
need not mention . mati kaang.

soooooooooooo we've got futsal on the 4th? and 11th ? (correct me if im wrong) . i CANT WAIT.
zan: eh ada fc baru ka ? hahahah. im sure you love gunneress more than anything kan kan babe ;) .
i am SO tempted to say something here, but nevermind

FITNESS test. woohoooooooooooo fitness tuuuuu jan main-main! .
time ani lagi time panchit. but we will rawk on!
i miss the football field.
so much missing hamba allah yg injured pun.

match match match
kami balum kana pinang lagi?
kalau nda kami dtg merisik.
atupun kalau kami cukup org. alwayss
i want that 1 team. i dont know what they're called. but i want a match.
people make mistakes ..:) even in football field and matches.. unintentionally at times.
but should i face you 1 day, my mistake will have me either given the colour, or you..having to sit back n relax and just let it go :)

Man United 2- Portsmouth 1
yes, he played. i want his boots.
mukanya nya menyejukkan kan hati memandang~. gila dari bulan 11. miss eh.. gila.. miss eh. welcome back Rutgerus

Chelsea - Liverpool.
what can i say.

a 199 hp number miss called me yesterday. are you back already syg?

sigh i miss you, boyfriend.

deeds: hey :)!! *dancing to beat it*

inescapable

2005-02-26T18:53:00.000+08:00

Today had lunch with efen and G at T.P.H kiulap. Our walk- in was rather a question to us. "apa yg durang liat aniii?"

i reckon its the kirai ( inside joke known to just 3)

dah pun minuman kami sikit, makanan lambat ( ppl came after us got their orders first HeLLO!!)
and why cant i have mushroom cooked with dry chilli prawn?
what if i want to?
and she argued that the chefs would never mix in mushroom with dry chilli cooking .
BUT!
BUT ...i said BUT
what if I FEEL LIKE HAVING MUSHROOM in it??
neh..didnt tell her that. cakap dlm hati saja.

but hey.. i just smiled and said its oKaY.. just forget what i said. no need for mushroom then.membuat sendiri drumah saja.
sigh cubaan eh.

i reckon its the kirai

and then we headed off to The Mall.
oh wait., i forgotten to mention we picked up pol at ho ho hua ho.
and missed hamm21. just when i dont wait for you babe, you is the coming . but when i the waiting at the house, kambing also dont seeing kekekeek. if we do video clip.. like delta goodrem and brian mcfadden our story .

back to the mall..
kirai mission accomplished.
window shopping was A-okay. i asked efen.. "na.. siapa kan target market durang ani dulu?" ( only to furry / animal printed /winterwear clothings).
both came up with silly assumptions.

im sure its not the kirai anymore coz its over and done with.

i had fun . efen aint comfortable with reverse parking. im yet to watch the movie efen recommended.. what is the name again ha? bout this chabo huana in love cham chinese tapo= eternal love ka apa benda. ahh pokoknya its not about the story huhu~. kata temen nye paras rupa si pria MCM ITS HURT YoOO.

HEY!. im calling it quits to Football bettings , love.not the game hehehe. main eh masih!! main eh! love kali ah.

Abbeddey to you RIN.

Fet: ah ai bila lagi can u call? its not the same without you tadi.

Hamm21: sama aku mau main skupung saja.

i miss you more than i crave maggi asam laksa ;)

i love my girlfriends and my gunneress

Man United - Portsmouth:- and I shall be a happy monkey should my Rutgerus play tonight.

and everyone..

post2 ku dari awal till this day, ..spelling ka ya, ampling ka ya, grammar ka ya.. grandpa ka.. BIAAA tia nda lurus ka, ada salah ka.. malas lagi kan membaca balik post ani kan meluruskan benda elahnya. kalau ada salah2 segi ke englishannya ka,kemelayuannya ka, ejaan dan kira2... exen sha kamu nda nampak haa hehehe.

2005-02-26T10:59:00.000+08:00

quitting football bets

alleyesonme

2005-02-25T21:37:00.000+08:00

i got a "no number" call last night. was asleep.who could it be? i reckon its either fet or bjeh. yaka?
guys.. i replied your messages to your brunei numbers okey.

today no one loves me.

ah what else..

i might quit football .

chow

The Amazing Woo - Beat it

2005-02-23T23:28:00.000+08:00

hey.
sigh

missed footie training today-got function at home.
other than that, i had my milk tea.
when's billie coming back home ah?
i missed T2 with my angels. sorry. bila lagi? can do this week if time allows.

Happy Birthday Angelx :D -(23/2). mana present ku?

awaiting for your answer. decisions has to be made. and tomorrow it is...

enjoy the incredible juggling video
p.s: yang ia juggling pakai skipping rope saja ku balum dapat buat lagi. Huarghhaha ADA H A T I.nadawah.

ahhHHH poyo siut- siapa? kau lah. jadinya aku? aku kan? kau jua. bah aku tah. biar tia semua aku nah.bah watever man.emo siut.
kalau ku kejumpahan taie kau mau bebagi?
nda mau?
bah ambil tah kau semua.
baik sudah org mau bebagi atu.

ah stress.

nistelrooy dari bulan 11 dah nada ni. sudah pun kna tipu ia kan 'maybe'main against everton hari atu.manaaaaaaaaaaaa. nada jua.
like you'll let him play tonight ?
like i'll just sleep on it and see if i can trust a smiling cat again.
and head off to soccernet.com the next thing i do right after i get up from the bed.
skalinya main tia. foul tu eh.

when the going gets tough. the tough gets going

2005-02-21T23:12:00.000+08:00

when you cant decide, when there's just too many reason for not letting one go, the only way out is to see who would stay put. and who would voluntarily step away and let go.

for i dont have answers.

i cant decide.cant choose. its all up to you.

forgive me.

Voodoo Vixen - Gunneress

2005-02-21T20:06:00.000+08:00

Much love and appreciation to Zan.No.7 aka sudu (dari mana dtgnya gelaran baru ani babe?heheeh cute!) @http://eatsleeplivefootball.blogspot.com/ *for the match preview *and Ranz @ http://www.ranoadidas.com for the wonderful pics.

here is an abstract from sudu's blogpage dated feb 7th.
GUNNERESS-VOODOO VIXEN :-

Victory
It's a little belated but... WE WON! We played against HSBC team who I now know as the Voodoo Vixens.. lawa jua ah nama atu hahaha. Anyway, the Vixens brought in about 4-5 imports.. all of them Caucasians so you can imagine how good they are! So as usual our first half was shot to pieces. Hancur!

First Half

Our defense line was non-existent after the first ten minutes, maybe coz we weren't sure how the opponents were gonna play. In the first half the Vixen'z imports scored twice. First was a mistake from.. Your's Truly.. I passed to Hamm but my pass wasn't strong enough. And due to the alertness of the Vixens imported striker.. she intercepted the pass.. brought it round and striked da ball in from a very thin angle but still managed to get it in. How bummed was I.. that was my fault! Then the second goal was another defense mistake. We left da Vixen striker wide open all she had to do was shoot and aim for the net. Masuk ih…

But that wasn't before Leena making a penalty kick thus scoring a goal for us and evening out the score. That was after our Aneng got brutally shot down by one of Vixen's imported defender... next time let's aim to kick the ball and not our striker's leg ya ok... alright! I think our forwards were excellent in both halves... We had a couple of imports as well and they were great! Real added value to the game. Thank you to Nong and Adi and Hjh Sal (I think). A familiar face was also in the team.. Ita.. makes a great forward. Had real good control of the ball and what can I say.. she got the ball.. and she just ran wif it! Must say our strikers really made us proud in that game. We weren't defending for nothing.

Second Half
After an emotional ending to our first half we got back on the pitch n was determined as hell to win back those goals. With a new defense line of Sove, Soo, Nong and me.. we were off to a better start I must say. Thanks again to Nong for keeping us in place. We were attacking most of the 2nd half. Zai surprised us wif some new tricks of her own and managing to outwit and often outrun their defenders. Leena and Aneng were incredible with some lost chances for Leena (but nonetheless helluva great game babe!) Mimi!! Her first game and she didn't look nervous at all! What's your secret!? I am SO SURE wif mor training you are gonna make a helluva player... come back soon ya'hear!

Alai got her fair share of the ball and was a real asset to the forwards...and even getting a few missed chances of scoring herself. Zara found herself more on the attacking side during the 2nd half really getting her momentum there.. awu ke siring tah ko lagi! SIRING BAH SIRING HAHA Hjh Sal (I'm not sure whether she's an import or a regular) but she's also one helluva player. Soo made some great defensive plays.. kuat sdh tandangan mu atu dang! Obviously somebody's been paying attention during trainings. Nani- a true defender ta bnr! Di aganya saja bula atu heheheh Sovey aka my aunt my aunt hahahhah well-played eh... inda rugi main sama ko.. Bah bila eh Keerahna ah hehehe And to our loved and respected goalie...it wouldn't have been the same without you Hamm. You are the life of the game. Nuff said.. coz u know how much u mean to us ok. Ok stop here before get to mushy wushy here…

Ok girls here's the thing. We're a team OK. But first and foremost we will always be friends. No amount of namecalling or bitchfighting should ever separate us. Football is a game. Ok, so right now it's the game of our lives but friendship is (forgive me for sounding so corny) for life. We will have games today, tomorrow, and all the days after tomorrow and everytime the situation will be different but we should always ALWAYS remember who our friends are. It's an emotional game, true. And we all wnt to win but it's not worth losing friends over OK. No-one is to blame. We lose as a team and we win as a team. That's all that matters.

almost here

2005-02-21T19:03:00.000+08:00

special request video for a special person :-

Delta Goodrem & Brian Mc Fadden

he loves this song. made me listen to it and asked "like it?" smiling. yeaaaaa..its not that bad.
enjoy your song ,love.

Gunners & Gunneress

2005-02-21T18:29:00.000+08:00

from above left :
Arnold, Ju,14,yani,chief ,faiez,coach,9,andy,adik,malul,pol
below left:
najib,zara,fadzillah,afzan,sue,mimi,boy,bai.

shots taken before Gunneress Mimi leaves for Kuala Lumpr. All the best babe!.

p.s:
1.not all were present ( gunneress) for the phototaking.
2.all were present (gunners) but didnt get the chance to join us. another time will do :)

thank you dearest sudu for the pics.

AMG friendly

2005-02-21T18:25:00.000+08:00

AMG friendly match - congrats for your 8-1 win.

Man United & Everton - 2 -0 .
cant be bothered. nada jua nistelrooy.
but sure ill love you still Man United. wouldnt trade you for anything.
jan saja kamu nda guna lagi boypren ku atu lagi.

pria gw sukain kagetin gw sekarang.suka bikin surprais gitu-hebat banget

2005-02-19T11:58:00.000+08:00

hey all..

thanks to nad's recent post at Friendster's bulletin board, I checked out this url address and was taken to a website about an advertising slogan generator.cooooL!

typed in LEENA.. and sloganized it:-
came out as " Make room for Leena" .

oh and i tried on some names too:-

Sadat = "Nobody does it like Sadat"
Mioy="Cant do it in real life? Do it on Mioy"
Harun="When you've got Harun,Flaunt it"
Aarun="Things happen after an Aarun"
Bunga="The joy of bunga"
Billie Jenawi="Recommended by Dr.Billie Jenawi"
Georgie="Once you pop, you cant stop Georgie"
Fet="Schhh..You know Fet"
Nana="We do nana right"
Fina: "Good fina has danish written all over it"
ju= "Ju, and on, and on..."
nadiah= "You cant top a nadiah"

try it out! @ http://thesurrealist.co.uk/slogan

oh and if you put ur name again,and re sloganize it.. it'll give out a different slogan every each reload. i gave it another try on my name and got a few more:-
leena: "Big Chocolate Leena"
leena: "Whatever You're Into, Get Into Leena"

i think i should stop now .

so what else is there to say:-

oh i must not forget to welcome back my bubbly Dudu's blog. its at http://www.groovies712.blogspot.com- added to my links.

lagi gak ngerasa begitu baik hari ini,kayaknya gw lagi gak enak badan

ive still got to get my hands on taurean's pearl milk tea. mau tapau.later maybe. AMG friendly match today at polo.
ah ada cerita..
eh jangantah.

today Man-United vs Everton.

dan pada saat gw nulis ini ,gw masi inget bahwa gw blum lagi sms"an ama temen2 gw yg tercinta d ostrali. yaaa udah gw top up creditnya langsung gw balas!!.

HaPPY 21st Birthday darlink!!

2005-02-19T02:09:00.000+08:00

a friend so rare.. mine to treasure.. always.
happy birthday Nad..

new link

2005-02-17T23:55:00.000+08:00

welcoming sofy306 @ http://www.livejournal.com/~supergirl306/ - new link added in my list.

my angel fet n nut 247- received ur text. balum reply lagi. esok me reply ah dah me top up credit. pokoknya, i miss you guys to the very2, love you loads. miss our times together..especially time tani depend on each other to stay put.. :'(

tag reply:-

21: hahhaah chess.ingat plang ku hal chess ani.. cukup dgn muka tekajut + control pacah ketawa lagi tu..ahhhhhh kiuttttttttttttt!!!!!

angelx:hari ni ok la sikit. thank you darling..miss ya

deeds: heheh cute eh bagi milk tea. speaking of milk tea.. wanna go grab one sometime?

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
We keep the ones we love close to our hearts, and the ones we love most, in our hearts.

Ruud Returns To United Training

2005-02-17T10:58:00.000+08:00

Ruud van Nistelrooy is back in training for Manchester United on Tuesday (15/2/05).The Dutch striker has been out since November and returns to Manchester from Holland, where he has been working on his recovery from Achilles tendon injury.
Van Nistelrooy is expected to go straight into full training this week and, according to Ferguson, could play some part against Everton on Saturday."If Ruud comes through his training this week without a problem, then we may put him on the bench against Everton," Ferguson told reporters at the weekend.The target has always been to return against AC Milan, but the 28-year-old Dutch striker says is ahead of schedule."I can't wait to get back into training and meet up with my team-mates again," Ruud is quoted as saying in Tuesday's Daily Mirror. "I'm ahead of schedule and I've made good progress with my physio in Holland."I have been away from United for a long time. But I'm fit again and hungry to play."Van Nistelrooy returns with his strike-partner Wayne Rooney in impressive form.

extracted from playernews: manunited.com

jan saja nada....

54 hear me out

2005-02-16T21:39:00.000+08:00

54: darl sorry i couldnt make it to mamih sg.hanching.
darl sorry i couldnt make it to the airport.
been in my room for days. ( ada jua la kluar apa tapi dlm rumah saja). awu mun kan dbilik saja hari2,..baik betapa. berdusta jua tu mun kan gtau dlm bilik saja. iatah bah.. panjang tia pulang.. soorrryyy darling. aku seriously nda bedaya kan jalan ka apa. kan bercakap pun paksa control.masa ani nafas cukup2 utk berdiri bejalan saja. other than that, nda mencukupi.
ani pebaik ku kana bagi penalty kick nada ber keeper ni. M I S S ni confirm.
i hope all is well. ill keep in touch with you online k. kalau ada masa , jadi penpal tani .. *ingat?* yg masa family futsal mu?.. *penpal* please....
dari tahun mana kan tu ia atu?

esok lusa ku ke bismi membali envelop sama buku tulis surat kertas biru A4 ada background kapal terbang. eeeee batah udah tu..adakan masih berjual tu.
atupun kalau ko ada masa jua tu.. kalau nada masa,
jumpa online saja, atupun kalau aku ada dapan komputer.kalau nada pun..ahhhh mcam nada sms.
aiii.. for a second there, aku nganang kau lah teman milk tea ku di t.t blues. nada cerita deep deep lagi ni. nada cerita buduh2.. aduii.. .. baik jua c bjeh kan balik. balik membawa apple custard ku.. mudahaaaan tah abg bjeh membaca post ani.spaya ia ingat membali.
ill catch up with you again ah.. kalau ada rezeki.. aku ksana. miss jua nehh tampat atu.brg2 pun balum abis dbawa balik. kalau nda pun, ill cyu when you come back for your holidays okeh!?

take care you...

almost there

2005-02-16T18:50:00.000+08:00

took my own medication, but didnt help a bit. so went off to the hospital at 11.30am and was given nebuliser and brought home new candies and syrups hehe.
5.30pm, i got attacked again, couldnt breathe so was taken to the emergency dept instead. uuhhh like someone stab me at the dada very2 kuat this.
again, was given some more nebulising, then given a jab.. eeeeuuuuu..i hate injections!. friendly nurse kept on saying.. relax saja lai aahh.. relax ah. bawa melimpang lai.. ( i think she can sense my fear).
oh yea.. and she mentioned "lai" to me. sometimes i wonder.. entah2 im older than she is heheh.
was given a rest for 1/2 hr, then another shot of nebuliser. jadi dragon hehe.

as i lay awake here in my bedroom, i hope and pray that I do not have to go to the hospital again today, tomorrow..bila2. ive taken 2 puffs of ventolin as soon as im back home, another two just before i blog, ...it scares me that with all the intake given since this morning, am still wheezing. not as much. but..still.

Doc advised me to take loads of rest. no excessive exercise. so i assume i wont be able to come to friday's footie training. and i might miss the 18th Match.
i feel so helpless.

i crave for pearl milk tea.

306: hey babe.. nantita pigi hospital belait ;)

questions with no answers

2005-02-16T01:28:00.000+08:00

my head's spinning , excessive ventolin intake , running nose, bad coughs, chest pains.ahh shoot..sakit.
bawa liat ceta Lilo & Stitch ringan jua sikit rasanya.cute ih si stitch atu. I WANT.
and having you as company helps too :) thank you.
oh n not forgetting G n Pol for crashing.. thanx.

kan tidur now.
ill post again 2morrow.

love kamu kamu..

happy damamtine's day

2005-02-15T10:07:00.000+08:00

went to stadium for the match. boring eh.
but im glad we went coz he said baik plang meliat Man U main ni .
*grin*
and i take back my words in the previous post bout nda kna dangani liat Man U match lgi.
salnya kna dagani liat jua.

but for the very 1st time, nda concentrate liat match Man U sal faullll faulll kna slide tackle habis ku d aiana. full time dsana liat makanan sja.

stayed home yesterday , wasnt feeling well. had someone babysit me. tapiii jangan dilapaskan migang laptop.uh uhh ...kana rondaiiii eh macam pulis.spot check full blast all the wayy.
ahhh jantah jadi pemain bula lagi.. jadi internet polis lagi bes! mauuu???
tapi nda ber skill .. exen tia membuka window arsenal.com.
you dont know ka this laptop cannot open anything to do wit arsenal ? how this. later the panas this laptop, can mlatup you kno!very sensitip.

p.s: thanx 21 for dropping by. ;) rokok loh tinggal!

....today still not feeling well.
thinking of staying indoors until i get better.
thinking of you too..

mayb it wouldnt turn out to be as difficult as it is right now.
mayb i shudnt have spent time with you coz it wud just remind me of the good things that you do.
but what about the hard times i have faced with you?
not once, not twice.
now tell me what am i suppose to do?

2005-02-13T13:28:00.000+08:00

bahan2 yg bulih membawa kepada pertengkaran dan perselisihan faham:-

1. Man United fan vs Arsenal fan

2. " hey.. bahh..me minat sudah pun Arsenal.. im sure ud love it if i put up an arsenal player poster dlm bilik ani ah" and so i showed Reyes.
dgn marungnya sidia menjawab sarcastically.. "minat yg no.9 tu....".
lalu dijawab dgn selembut sutera nya balik " me andang jua suka si Reyes. he's good what".bah.. jantah.. me cari gambar Pires tah.

sinsitip yoo.. jantah kan ber sembilan2 lagi.

3. F

4.tanki kereta

5.blog - he doesnt know this place exist but tis was this one time when he came over ngajut ( always) plss.. jan branti mengajut dtg ani., laptop was on, blog window open; was in the toilet until i came out and saw him sitting down "checking out" the blog. wwwoooooohhhhh FAUL eh. dgn seberapa pantas gue bawa bercerita sambil meng "x" window blog.
soalan bonus ditujukan:- cant get over him cant you?
jawapan diberikan:- *bangang*
hadiah diberikan: napa u tutup? napa me nda dapat baca? jan u delete ahh post2 u atu.

so i thought to myself, adakah :-
1. kamu pikir ia hafal nda address blog ani?
2. kamu pikir ia masuk balik lagi nanti and sambung baca?
3. aku rasa he wont bother
4. ada rasa bother jua.
5. cana nah.
6. boh
7. cana nah.

B if you do sampai balik ktampat ani and read.. gtau me ah..heheh seteaaaddyyy~ eh pandai ia ncari balik .c aauuruuoounn baa tuu..
B jan marah ah.
tani janji kan..kan..:)
tani buka buku baru kan. buku no.2 kan kan B.
tani jujur cekap dan amanah kan B.
tani promise2 sudah kan B.
yg abis atu.. abis kan..kan.
u nda suruh delete the post2 lama .. so i didnt..so..yg baiknya.. nda paya baca ahh ahhh.ahh? :)
luff u :)

i find you funny.. coz u crack me up.
i find you as a great cerita2 buddy. always full of stories..and endless jokes.
i find you loving ..so much that you give and showed.

.... but the few things i mentioned to you privately... :) LoSE it! and drop it.
awu.. and ill lose mine too.

sayaaang me kan u..pebaik Nistelrooy sama U ada dapan Me! ber pantun me tarus tu :-
my love.. I look at the stars and I see you,
I look at the moon and I see you,
I look at the trees and I see you,
I look at Nistelrooy.... I see you
Please step aside,
You are blocking my view.

huhu.. nadawa.

our makan with pol n G yesterday at CA Mohd :-

* our whispering background argument*
pol : ehhh! stop2..branti.. wait..wait.. 1.. 2..3 Bah GO!.
pikirtah kan disuruhnya branti..
*background laughter*
then sambung lagi argue2...
pol: ehhhh.. banar2 tah kamu atu kelayi panya.

mcm nda kelayi ka pol?
mun tani tarus ke destination yg tani kan tujui atu wa pol..., nada c hamba allah atu kejumpahan kitani ah!.. baik jua tani kan lepak rumah saja.mun sampai ke keyybihhh waaa... never say never tarus tu.

the morning after.. and my online conversation with my angel G:-
G: kamu kelayi sal apakan kemarin atu?
me: macamm macam adaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

p.s: lunch was great , nice seeing you again nana. come back with my apple custard J247 :P, naaa.. baik carikan lipsticknya numbor apa please. sama cana setting kurul wave dapan ala tsunami.

the before and after

2005-02-13T11:41:00.000+08:00

tersebut lah kisah.....

masa time masih baru2 biasa:-( the before)
Him: malam ani ada match Man U jua.. inda liat? mau liat? kalau nda me dangani.. mau liat mana baik?

*Hairan* dangani liat Man U match? replied:-

Her: Eh ok kan? bah mana saja.. thankksssss... thank you eh. big big smile.

TAPI masa time sudah sama2:-(the after)

Her: aii...esok ada Man U match..lawan Man City.. mau liat.

Him: (innocently said)..time nya sama clash sama bola esok brunei lawan selangor. tani nda k stadium kan?

Her: tapi kalau dapat i'd rather watch Man U

Him: tapi me minat liat brunei main daripada premier league .

- tu.. macam2 tia alasannya.-
oh and for the records.. Nadaaa lagi kana dangani liat match Man U. awal2 saja tu yoooo.

last text received: "hey.. just landed hehe miss u guys already ha :)"

last online conversation: "wuuuuuuuuu apa rasanya nistelrooy balum dapat main? rasakan tia!"

last couple seen: my angel G and pol

last conversation :
him: kalau dapat me nda mau chelsea manang eh. kambang tia lagi karang manager nya atu.. bla.. bla.. bla..

her: then.. kalau nda chelsea manang? apatah..arsenal ni eh! tau jua org

him: ehhhh Man U masa ani no.2 jua.., ada chance naik tu. baik plang Man U no.1 ni

her: ehhh?? am i hearing u right? banar ka ni? aii sweet eh. catu tah nah.

him: awu masani me ok sama Man U sudah. masani.. Wenger sama Ferguson bebaik jua sudah. salnya kalau durang kelayi lagi , dua2 kana saman, masuk court tarus. esok lusa, lunch sama2 bah ni durang.. panggilan org kawin sekerita ...meliat match bebaya..

her: iakan?

him: awuuu.. durang bebaik.. ktani plang kan betangkar sal durang

her: ok

him: tapi ada few upcoming match plang lagi ni... tapi kalau Man U kan kalah saja every match.. Arsenal leerrrrrrr naikkk.heheheheheheheh.kami manaaaang.

* balum batah bah.... *
baru jua org kan senyum .
baru jua kan sajuk rasa hati.

Submitted Photos

2005-02-13T11:08:00.000+08:00

I woke up this morning and wanted to finish off a few things unattended last night.., sambil2 atu masuk friendster, and thank god.. tegarak hati atu kan masukkan gambar nistelrooy .
kan masukkan gambarnya tah ni..

i noticed one extra pic yang mcm ndaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa pun ku ingat nambah:-

AHhhhhhhh S I A L!!

nanti ko dat ah!

the life he sees us in - cartoon? oh my

2005-02-11T20:46:00.000+08:00

a month today.
so ill just lay off the bonkerings and look into the brighter side of Tom the cat.

he'd pucker me up as how Tom did so to Jerry , everytime Jerry saves Tom from the big bad dog.

Apart from that, you also played a big role . so so much alike.
:D

nada cartoon lain ka?

im yet to see the part he mentioned to me bout Tom puckering up Jerry. adakan tu?
bukan slalu durang ani kelahi saja kan? ter uyung sana sini, ber ampas brg kuali, mengantar bomb apa semua.

2005-02-11T20:33:00.000+08:00

your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone. these wounds won't seem to heal and this pain is just too real .there's just too much that time cannot erase. I'm bound by the life you left behind. your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams. your voice it chased away all the sanity in me.

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone but though you're still with me - Ive been a l o n e all along

r u that somebody?

2005-02-11T11:30:00.000+08:00

Selamat Tahun Baru Hijrah everyone

2005-02-11T11:22:00.000+08:00

its a month today and yesterday wasnt good.
why argue over spilled milk? i have reasons to believe that it takes time to get over something, or someone.

i had this coding language conversation with one of my assorted nut while having supper.he was there to join us too.
when asked whether he understands what we had said, he said no!
(of course i wouldnt want him to know what we were talking about)
rupanya merati tah sudah tu.
patut branti tarus makan.

and what am i going to do about it?..
the answer would be... usually i would care... but now.. i just dont give a $%&* anymore.
why?
because :- 1. maybe you piss me off too
2. maybe pissing me off is not a good idea
3. you piss me off, id piss you in return
4. maybe its better that you just p i s s OFF.

i wanna stay out of sight and lock myself in my room and be with 'alone'.
because 'alone' wouldnt make me cry.

2005-02-11T01:42:00.000+08:00

i got a call from my angel fet last night.thanx for calling sayang. love u lots. miss you pun..banyak. wish you were here. you're missing a whole lot of things.

Angel 137: got ur text luv. am low on credit.. hope ure reading this. lunch it is..:)

j247: ahhh bangun akhir ah.i was at ur family sports thingy.

what else...

oh yes.. my angel G - u rawk last night hehe

seloww

2005-02-09T20:41:00.000+08:00

for you have surprised me again

when you say nothing at all

2005-02-05T20:49:00.000+08:00

congratulations deareast Gunneress of mine for the 4-2 win against HSBC.
Huhuuuu aning and jersey no.20

:D

mood: scorestrated.

sadang2 off target ani.. sayanggg baah SayAANG.

iatah bah. kan bercerita ku skajap...
sal "mind - blowing" -jan salah anggap eh. ani lain tia pulang.
sama..please ... jan beranti conpious saja ani.
how u been ? been veryy very naughty.
*slap*
hawuuu.. mun inda.., foul given red card and penalty c kawan.

you're lucky this time.
DONT ah... DONT.

mind-blowing

2005-02-01T02:29:00.000+08:00

oh my god.
oohhh ohhh myyyyy.
you were like wooaahhh.. and i was like..ooHHHH.

i still cant believe it happened.

2005-02-01T01:59:00.000+08:00

i only have 3 more days with my angel fet before she leaves for brisbane.
i only have 1 more training session and 4 more days for the girl's team upcoming match.
i only have less than 48hrs for the big match against Arsenal, having to agree on a bet if Man U lose.. i will have to make the transfer.
that is IF we lose.
but if we win.. he shall become one of us.

i suggested that should one of us lose, why not just have a lighter punishment which is having to wear the winner's jersey for a day? ok jua tu.
TAPI manaaa mau mauuu... bah ON aja.

but i reckon, if i lose. ill beg for mercy and call the whole thing off. please god dont take him to this site and read my post.

inda dapat meliat sama sama ni . ke-la-hi confirm!

aii.. can ka imagine me sokonging the other club?? wuishhhhh how this?
i think ive still got a chance to cancel all bets made. must must not go ahead with the stupid arrangement.

i never forget a face, but in your case ill be glad to make an exception

2005-01-30T20:41:00.000+08:00

Kalau kan kurang ajar aku BRing IT On ehh.

andangnya org kebanaran ani.
JAN branti
malas ku kan bersuara.
cant stop u
as i cant stop ppl from talking.

biartia. mati sorang2 jua.

kalau prasan nda puas hati, diri ani nyakitkan hati, NI NAH gtau tah banar2. tantu kan. apa siok lagi ngumpul2 puak biar beramai2 membanci blakang2?????

yg sorang atu sama jua.. aku mer? ko inggui ah

LetMeBdOnly14

2005-01-30T15:59:00.000+08:00

1. i figured out that i needed to straighten out a few things with my blast from the past. as a matter of fact, i think tonight would be right.

oh and..

nevermind.......

2. i hope and pray we put a stop to the bliblaberring 24-7 ;

3.sometimes we spoke too soon.. sometimes things happen unplanned. sometimes when we make it happen; it feels stronger.closer. better.

im glad it happened. because it made you ... the old you. welcome back..

the bells are ringing. do leave us flying love and kisses. no fuck yous thank you.

...and who ever told u the first time would be easy?...

family ties- runs-innit-similar-repeats-same-sad

2005-01-23T16:33:00.000+08:00

listening to:-

i could cry for you all day.my heart aches for you.i tell myself ill get over you. but then i ask myself why.how.
i realize that im just fooling around with my own feelings.

baby,i remembered the day when u made my head turn.the day when i told myself that i so want you.the day when i couldnt help smiling knowing that i have so much interest in you.the day you stole my heart.

i cant help thinking why all this is happening. why it wouldnt work out. why are you sooo ish.you avoided every problems we faced. you like to run away from them.
now that its over, i just want you to know that its you who i love.

tell me you never did love me. tell me it was only a game. tell me it was never meant to be. tell me that everything means nothing- so i can move on.
you might think that i already have.
i have not.

note: ntah apakah namanya lagu ani. lupa siapa penyayinya pun.kalau nda silap nama lagunya 'said i dont love you but i lied' kali.

p.s: its not about terasa or wat. but siapa yg membaca pun lain rasa tu.ul never know.. kan. kalau banar...

your post -was posted to my attention-

selamat hari raya aidiladha

2005-01-21T02:47:00.000+08:00

selamat hari raya all..

Ari: vice versa :)
angelx: me too me too :)
rozeee: hey darl.. the date's on..:)

before i go.. might not post much here.am moving on to a new blog. unfortunately not for public viewing. ill leave the tag board as it is here. so feel free to do anything your heart desire.

and why a new blog?
so i can post anything i want, just like everyone else..
having the freedom to let out everything,
and of course ... a nick . different this time. brgkali pakai nick " ketipa tipong" kalila spaya nda org tau.
tapi.. lama2 ketahuan jua org tu.....

sakit eh...sakitt banar rasanya

love you all..
i mean it

2005-01-16T21:26:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday you..

if u dont know the real reason,the true story;why this is happening,ASK ME.ill be glad to explain why. stop bitchmouthing.

2005-01-14T20:04:00.000+08:00

A mother passing by her daughter's bedroom was astonished to see the bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then she saw an envelope propped up prominently on the center of the bed. It was addressed, "Mom." With the worst premonition, she opened the envelope and read the letter with trembling hands:

Dear Mom:
It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new boyfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Dad and you. I've been finding real passion with Teddy and he is so nice-even with all his piercings, tattoos, beard, and his motorcycle clothes. But it's not only the passion Mom, I'm pregnant and teddy said that we will be very happy. He already owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. He wants to have many more children with me and that's now one of my dreams too. Teddy taught me that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone and we'll be growing it for us and trading it with his friends for all the cocaine and ecstasy we want. In the meantime, we'll pray that science will find a cure for AIDS so Teddy can get better; he sure deserves it!! Don't worry Mom, I'm 15 years old now and I know how to take care of myself. Someday I'm sure we'll be back to visit so you can get to know your grand children.

Your daughter, Judith

PS: Mom, none of the above is true. I'm over at the neighbor's house. I just wanted to remind you that there are worse things in life than my report card that's in my desk center drawer. I love you! Call when it is safe for me to come home.

the morningafter H

2005-01-13T18:07:00.000+08:00

happy 22nd birthday to one of my assorted nut, 54. may your birthday be as special as you are.

just when i least expect it, i start thinking about how he makes me laugh and how i feel when im around him..
i then realize i care about him much... more.... than. ...i... .thought.....

11.1.05- ..another one of those "will you "

2005-01-11T07:07:00.000+08:00

What if the hokey pokey really is what it's all about?

I dream of a better tomorrow... where chickens can cross roads and not have their motives questioned.

im giving it a try.

.................facing you is going tobe hard.coz the moment i see ur face again.. i know that you'l always take my breath away.....

fourteen

2005-01-09T15:07:00.000+08:00

this song kept playing on my mind:-

before the end of the night
i wanna hold you so tight
you know i want you so much
and im so tempted to touch

-Rupee, tempted to touch.

thank you my assorted nuts.. for making my fucked up night "stress free!!"love you all.
especially fetty.har har har. teruk eh!i love you nut !!! haha
and my other nut J247- youre one great friend. thank you thank you darling :D

p.s: my heart still skip a beat whenever i think of you- 9.

M.I.A

2005-01-04T11:26:00.000+08:00

i am too busy for updates. always in rush hour.

nantilah ....

have a happy new year all..

u got it bad

2004-12-24T23:20:00.000+08:00

training was awesome.

hey you.. dont let me think twice. if its just going to be like that....fuck it and let loose.

man im crankier today than it was yesterday.

All the best Gunners for tomorrow's match vs impiana - kebajikan 4.15 kickoff

-y9u have 1 new message :-
- i miss you badly too.. but u gotta understand that im doing this for the best interest of your own performance .dont get me wrong.
there's always tomorrow, or the day aft tomorrow
get enough rest... please.
i want you to do well.

3 days to go

2004-12-18T11:33:00.000+08:00

yesterday I:-

1. enjoyed footie training. welcomed 1 new player.. and met 3 newcomers.
2. met up with my gf's, my brisbane clicks, his cousins,chief, gunneress,pol,dat.
3. bonding sessions at nana's.
4. loving my gfs and my clicks.
5. on behalf of all at aiana,thanks dat for the makan.

sunday- Gunners match at belapan - 4pm.

awaiting for 9's comeback ....

torn =three

2004-12-16T13:36:00.000+08:00

missed footie training again. will be back on track by friday.

okay leena, make up your mind fast before things get way out of hand.

help me get out of all this...

baby - i dont wanna miss you too much - cant wait to see your face again- come back quick.i wanna run to you because a bomb is just about to explode.

ahhhhh shoot ive still got fractions to solve.

if granted a wish, he'd wish that he could turn back time.
asked for the number right after street soccer.
so things will turn out how he wants it to be.

but we know we cant turn back time.
and i cant have you for reasons you wouldnt understand why.

baby family comes 1)first.
then your 2)friends.
then apalancau ..just anyone.

in this situation we're facing,
i dont wanna lose no.2
and im positively sure you dont wanna lose no.1

3 rd day.. 8 more to go

2004-12-14T02:10:00.000+08:00

ah today i missed footie training. every one i know seems to have the same sakit2. pasal air pasang ka kami semua damam ani?

its not like its easy to just act like nothing's bothering me whenever i see you. .. it may take a while okay.

long distance text-es made my day.

fractions

2004-12-13T11:28:00.000+08:00

you're so far away

2004-12-12T15:53:00.000+08:00

Saturday- afternoon out with girlfriends.
p.m-DragonFly party at The baze,Empire Hotel - Thank you Hjh Ct for the kind invites.
finally got to dance with my brisbane clicks again. :)
ngalih jua la.. "kalah paluh football training" - quoted a friend.

last night- the most stressful experience ever .

last text received from:- J247 via bluetooth.
Last person met : hardtosaygoodbye.
last thoughts: salah feeding.
today- footie training at 4, polo.

love you... whomever i met last night. all of you..:) . excluding yg awal balik ah.

J247 - thanks for the braid ,love. handal bebeh ku atu! mwah mwah..

Angel fet- thank you for being there.all ears pun. after you guys left.. its true about what i said. there'll me no more . tis was hard.. tapi apakan dapat buat lagi. cant have what you can have..having to order rojak and keladi sotong at the same time. especially when the sauce comes from the same packaging!!! argh stress.talking bout keladi sotong, kul brapa lagi makan ani?
i need to see you badly.

Angle G- thanks for T2 baby.. love you. i did mention to you that i miss you to the very2 kan? stay put.

Angel137- ahhhh no want to wash hair?? ok just rinse..samaaaaaaa jua tu.haahahha. thanks for recommending the place darling. sorry you had to wait a bit longer. sekadar kan ber fringe jua saja tu.thank you for the ride pun. but yg best sekali time tani di airport!! nanti bebaya lagi ah! mesti! 3 kali lagi? ;)

54- mau duduk dapan lagi...kalau ke k.k catu.. nyaman tidur ku tu . when will i see you again?

Don- mishaaaaaaaaa... lawa please kacamata nya. hidden identity confirm!

hardtosaygoodbye- tell me how. we've got 5.. !!!5!!!!! fucking halangan. damnit only god knows how fucked up i am knowing that there is no way.. nooo fucking wayyy we can get through this alive.

i need a miracle
.... as much as i need you.
yes you... the one with the hug

officially missing you- officially yours

2004-12-11T19:55:00.000+08:00

Cepat pulang
Cepat kembali
jangan pergi lagi
Firasatku
ingin kau tuk cepat pulang
Cepat kembali jangan pergi lagi...

controversial shit

2004-12-07T17:51:00.000+08:00

There's always that one person that will always have your heart
You'll never see it coming cause you're blinded from the start -

i may physically cope
but not mentally
not emotionally.
because i was made the weakest link.

-Goodbye-

for the sake of no more dramas

2004-12-03T03:18:00.000+08:00

aku jua .. talan saja . :'( . thank you .

-im walking away

irresistible- inescapable-

2004-12-01T01:52:00.000+08:00

congratulations Gunners for their 3-0 win. didnt get the names of who scored all 3. but managed to see 1 who assisted a goal. keluruuuusan.

this caught my attention:-

If your friend is saying things similar to those below then they may have picked up on your interest and are subtly hinting back that they aren't interested in taking the friendship further.:-

"It is so nice to have a male/female friend who is just a friend."

"There is a new guy/girl at who I am really interested in. Can
you give me some advice on striking up a conversation?"

"I'm so glad we can just be friends without getting physically
involved, I see so many friendships ruined because they crossed that
boundary."

"Have you ever had a friend tell you that they like you?...I did
once, it was awful, the friendship was never the same after that..."

Good Luck Georgie for your exam tomorrow. i got your miss, but was sleeping. missed you back, but you didnt come. i guess you've reached home already. miss you much. see you tomorrow k babe.

watched Bridget Jones Diary with nana, fet and Marha . i love the movie. as much as i love you ... :)

man i dont mind having rebecca.

shutter brought me closer to you. hu hu

2004-11-30T11:52:00.000+08:00

been out lately ever since fet, nana and NOW fina's back. been staying up late, been quiet for the past few days and been ngauangauing you.

football training was definitely awesome - i want more .
and thank you B for having me play with you guys at panaga.

watched shutter . a friend commented " rugi mbali tiket" because i spent most of the time not watching it .

all the best Gunners for tonight's match.

other than that,i just feel like saying .. " memmbaie gali ko ah" -trying to hit on my friends just makes you a double loser -coz ur boomerang wont come back-
think right man...

till i post again... take care all!

999999999999999999999999999999999

2004-11-25T01:52:00.000+08:00

congratulations Gunners for their 6-4 victory.
looking forward to friday's training... so gunneress out there.. kalau dapat dtg ah...please pretty please.

angelx: sorry babe.. mlm atu org dtg krumah beraya pun.so cannot escapade.

listening to Marcell - jangan pernah berubah

jan beranti muha mcm kana tampar malaikat

2004-11-22T14:00:00.000+08:00

Ring a ring of grasit
a pocket full of grasit
atishoooo atishooooo
may you fall down

Sandiri ko mengrasit sanaaaaaaa

birthday angels

2004-11-19T23:21:00.000+08:00

happy Birthday my angels - Georgie & Fetty

i love you lots.

thank you for being there for me. you're my sunshine after the rain.
You have a way of bringing a smile to my face .You have a way of bringing happiness into my life.
I thank you for that.

::wishing your birthday to be as special as you are::